hi carol,

how are u doin beautiful, i was worried because u havent replied to my previous letters, i hope ur ok...its probably the internet screwing up again..

yea that HAS to be it

ohh cant wait till it fixes up and i get like a bazzillion of ur message
about how u miss me and love me
neway..well i been workin loads..trying to save up for our little slice of heaven..haha..i know iw anted it to be a suprise but i am planning on askin u to be with me forever...and maybe we can get a lil patch of sunshine of our own with a picket fense?

dw dont rsh back i u nderstand its a big commitment..but i know u will say yes

but yes been working etc..going out with my freinds..obviously cant shut about how beautiful u are..INE VERY WAY

anwy beautiful..i better be off...i hope u take car of urself..

I LOVE U...

i just cant wait to hear from u...i relaly hope u can get back to me soon

i love u
i really do

and i would never hurt or betray u

its ok i know u cant reply straight away..i love u

your man

VIK

P.S. Endless Love came on the radio and i thought about u..i think we should have that as our song..and maybe at our wedding for our dance..dw we can plan later..

P.S.S

I LOVE U

Hey Carol,

SSorry it took me soo long to give u a name i just didnt see it fit to name u be4 i knew u. Anyway, im glad that our relationship of author and journal is progresing, i feel that effort is required in every relationship, and i dont want to seem like i whine but i feel like im putting all the effort in this one .

like u never right or call and wen i call u it keeps telling me that u have switched ur phone off?... i know u wouldn avoid me cause, well i know that u feel wat i feel too.

Neway

today is the first of july YAAY!!
That means that from today onwards there is no smoking in bars etc... and since im a bartender i wont be coming home smelling like a fag ne more (thats fag meaning ciggerette, not a poo pusher...not that theres nething wrong with that). but yea, today has been ok, a bit cold, had mcdonalds for lunch, and cleaned ...like nothing too exciting. Im sre u had more fun today than i did ...u lil devil

HAHA..nah im just kidding Carol, ur not a devil, ur my angel

but yea tommorow should be an interesting day, got my sister and her freinds coming over to stay the night :S..so im goin out durin the day to run erands and such...but i really hope that they dont all gang up on me and do the whole make up thing...kinda scared...

But i know if i ever need any help, ull be there for me right carol?..

right?

well...you dont have to answer just yet..haha..but i know u will??

haha

dw if u cant..its not too big a deal?

but it would be nice if u did

Neway im looking forward to hearing from u soon...
and ill prolly write u soon again

dont miss me too much..
well i know ill miss u

take care carol
llove you

omg i cant believe i said that..ok well its out there now
nothing i can do about that
wow this is a bit of a moment...
hope you feel the same way
well bye
love u..again
bye
hehe
bye

Good afternoon journal,

been a couple o days since i last caught up with u. doesnt it like suck when one moment u think ugot everything uder control, and then u wake up at 11 30 listen to a john legend album and realis that u havent really got over nethin and that those 2 years just wont leave ur mind.

Neway enough about me bitchin..how are you, like i mean REALLY how are u..i want u to know that u can talk to me about nething, even that rash on your gooch.

but all is good over here mate, like some old dude prolly said a while ago, Time heals everything...i guess it just isnt my time to get healed yet.

Neway hope to hear from u soon...take care of urself and rememberd wash rinse and repeat

Vik

Good evening journal,

just wanting to start something on deviant, saw a few of my buds on ere and thought it was worth my time.

I dont really know hwo to write a journal but i promise that i wont neglect u.

sincerly

your master